I know well what I am fleeing from: January 2011

Friday, January 21, 2011

i wish i could dream in my sleep to this song

quickness of the eye deceives the mind

Heavy hung the canopy of blue
Shade my eyes and I can see you
White is the light that shines through the dress that you wore
She lay in the shadow of a wave
Hazy were the visions of her playing
Sunlight on her eyes but moonshine made her blind every time
Green is the colour of her kind
Quickness of the eye deceives the mind
Envy is the bond between the hopeful and the damned

it does

:'(

i dont like this feeling...

i should be happy,
but yet i am not.

something is missing,,,

someone is missing.

Good week?

It's been a while since I've had good days.

Today I got a letter from school telling me I made the Dean's list
because my GPA rocks :)

hahah.

I told my mom but she didn't seem as excited as I'd hope she'd be.

I told her about Hawaii and she didn't seem very excited about that either.

I wish my dad was here, I'm sure he'd be proud of me.

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Hah

I won a trip for two to Hawaii

I still can't believe it.

I told my mom she is going with me, but she keeps telling me she'd rather me go with "someone I can have fun with"

...Okay

Anyway, I have a year to decide when I want to take my trip.
I'm thinking Spring break or the Summer,

I don't know, we will see what happens.