I turned 20,
I lost Cookie,
I got Chloe,
I said goodbye to someone I love,
I lost a good friend,
I made a new friend,
things got interesting with this new friend,
I fought with this new friend,
I made up with this new friend.
I went to a club for the first time,
I did not sleep much,
I did not really eat healthy,
I got good grades,
I spent 1/3 of my summer high/drunk,
I decided I do not believe in God,
I survived.
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Monday, December 27, 2010
off the rail
I can't sleep.
It sucks when you break your own promises...
Promises you make to yourself.
Mari,
when you read this in... I don't know, 3 years?
know that you...
you broke up your own home.
It sucks when you break your own promises...
Promises you make to yourself.
Mari,
when you read this in... I don't know, 3 years?
know that you...
you broke up your own home.
Thursday, December 23, 2010
To a Stranger by Walt Whitman
Passing stranger! you do not know how longingly I look upon you,
You must be he I was seeking, or she I was seeking, (it comes to me as of a dream,)
I have somewhere surely lived a life of joy with you,
All is recall'd as we flit by each other, fluid, affectionate, chaste, matured,
You grew up with me, were a boy with me or a girl with me,
I ate with you and slept with you, your body has become not yours only nor left my body mine only,
You give me the pleasure of your eyes, face, flesh, as we pass, you take of my beard, breast, hands, in return,
I am not to speak to you, I am to think of you when I sit alone or wake at night alone,
I am to wait, I do not doubt I am to meet you again,
I am to see to it that I do not lose you.
You must be he I was seeking, or she I was seeking, (it comes to me as of a dream,)
I have somewhere surely lived a life of joy with you,
All is recall'd as we flit by each other, fluid, affectionate, chaste, matured,
You grew up with me, were a boy with me or a girl with me,
I ate with you and slept with you, your body has become not yours only nor left my body mine only,
You give me the pleasure of your eyes, face, flesh, as we pass, you take of my beard, breast, hands, in return,
I am not to speak to you, I am to think of you when I sit alone or wake at night alone,
I am to wait, I do not doubt I am to meet you again,
I am to see to it that I do not lose you.
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Monday, December 20, 2010
it's raining in my head
I was looking forward to tonight,
but then something told me not to go...
So I'm staying here.
I don't know what I'm doing anymore.
but then something told me not to go...
So I'm staying here.
I don't know what I'm doing anymore.
Saturday, December 18, 2010
rain go away
I'm starting to hate the rain :/
I'm stuck at home, watching House, fascinating show.
This is gonna be a long, lonely, boring, break.
I think I want school to start already,
I rather be busy than have all this time to dwell on what
I've done wrong.
I don't know what to do.
I'm stuck at home, watching House, fascinating show.
This is gonna be a long, lonely, boring, break.
I think I want school to start already,
I rather be busy than have all this time to dwell on what
I've done wrong.
I don't know what to do.
to go or not to go
I want to go to the library to look at photography books but it's raining.
I don't feel like going out in the rain.
It's weird but I miss the sun :(
Anyway, I think I'm just going to stay home and surf the internet.
Look at random stuff, like this:
I don't feel like going out in the rain.
It's weird but I miss the sun :(
Anyway, I think I'm just going to stay home and surf the internet.
Look at random stuff, like this:
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Sunday, December 12, 2010
Saturday, December 11, 2010
Thursday, December 9, 2010
new pictures
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
#9 Dream
I dreamt that you came back into my life,
you walked into my room and kissed me.
Ah, böwakawa poussé, pousséah.
weird but listening to #9 dream makes me feel closer to you, hah.
you walked into my room and kissed me.
Ah, böwakawa poussé, pousséah.
weird but listening to #9 dream makes me feel closer to you, hah.
Friday, December 3, 2010
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Danger Mouse and Sparklehorse
I bought Dark Night of the Soul and I can't stop listening to it.
Great album, and I love the photography for it!
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