Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Dr. Dog- where'd all the time go

Personality Test

Big Five Test Results
Extroversion (36%) moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and private.
Accommodation (58%) moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly kind natured, trusting, and helpful at the expense of your own individual development (martyr complex).
Orderliness (66%) moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly organized, neat, structured and restrained at the expense too often of flexibility, variety, spontaneity, and fun.
Emotional Stability (36%) moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Inquisitiveness (30%) low which suggests you are overly small minded, traditional, and conventional at the expense too often of intellectual curiousity, possibility, and progress.
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Monday, March 29, 2010

Stairway to Heaven- Led Zeppelin

The Ocean

I'm so upset with the ocean right now..
A friend of mine passed away yesterday.
He drowned in the ocean.
I still can't believe it.
It's so fucking sad. So so fucking sad.
It wasn't his time..
I'm gonna miss our conversations Alan.
I hope your next life is a beautiful one man.
RIP Alan <3

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Love him

p.s. photographers like the one at 1:53 must be annoying.. getting all up in his face. GET A BIGGER LENSE!


Saturday, March 27, 2010


I want grilled shrimp
with a pomegranate soda (or strawberry lemonade) yum.

(picture from the web)

Day one of Spring break:
- I ate delicious food (finally tried raspberry jelly donuts, A-mazing!)
- Finally saw Up (cute movie)
- Took a few photographs
- Went shopping (new pair of jeans and two shirts)
- Spent time with Maps and Cookie
- And now I'm watching The Haunting in Connecticut with Mom (well... she's falling asleep, actually I'm convinced she's asleep, and I'm online) Hah. This movie is not scary at all :/

Jennifer Beals

AKA: Bette Porter


Friday, March 26, 2010

"If you want to end your life, end it. You don't have to kill yourself to do that"

- from the film Head On (Gegen Die Wand)

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Imagine by John Lennon

Imagine there's no Heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one.

Totally agree with the no countries, no religion idea.
It would definitely create less conflict among people.

I honestly love this song.

Anyway, I have to study for my Violence and Religion midterm that is tomorrow. I'm surprisingly doing very well in that class. I'm only taking it because it's required that I take an upper division religion course. I took Intro to Christianity my first year and hated it! I don't like religion, but this class is actually very interesting.

Okay, well, off to study!

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

love is the answer and you know that for sure

love is a flower, you've got to let it grow..

These last couple of days I've been feeling really good,
even though I have a lot going on before Spring break.

I really like this feeling.

I can't help but feel happy


Okay I have to go shower and then read for Sexuality.

(photo from the web)

All I ever see is them and you

Pictures of Matchstick Men by Status Quo

Monday, March 22, 2010

Who will love me oh like the ocean does

Fire in the Ocean by The Organ

Mmmm You're so pretty

and the clothes you wear they're so fine.

I have the biggest crush on this woman and her beautiful voice.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

I belong here

Chicago Illinois <3

(or something like it)

Can't wait til I'm done with school, so I can leave!

Let go

I woke up feeling like a different person today.
I finally let go of the little hope I had, and although it is uneasy to think about, I feel good about it. And I know that soon I won't think about it anymore.
Last night I thought to myself, "why do I want to be part of someone's life when clearly they have no intentions of making me part of their life?"
All hope that I had is gone. It faded away.
And I'm happy, cause I know that I'm finally free.
I'm free
I'm finally free.
Makes me sad that it's not going to happen, but I just don't care enough anymore to sit around and cry about it.

Anyway, I love old photographs. They make me happy.

Head On (Gegen Die Wand)

Is one of the best films I've seen in my life.
I can't get it out of my mind.

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Strange little girl, where are you going?

♥ ♥ ♥

Strange Little Girl by The Stranglers
& Waltz in Black


Andy Warhol

Kurt Cobain

Frida Kahlo (far left)

Friday, March 19, 2010

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

you tortured little girl

love love love love love love LOVE this song

Little Girl by Sparklehorse (feat. Julian Casablancas)

Playing with Dolls

I went to a second hand store and bought a bunch of dolls and took their picture..

I need to go shopping for new subjects soon.

I really want to buy a toy horse. I think I could take some cool pictures if I had a toy horse..


(from Kurt Cobain's journal)

part of "A Young Woman, A Tree" by Alicia Ostriker

From Winter to Summer

I feel like we went from Winter to Summer.
But I like the weather, its nice.
I like a little sunshine now and then.
I just don't like the way it burns my left arm when I'm driving home.

Anyway, I have two exams this Friday.
One for Sexuality and another for Stats
so I have A LOT of studying to do :/

I just want to make art while listening to "Crying" (album) by Roy Orbison.
I wish I could just dedicate all of my time to my photography.

I'd wake up, sit outside (i love how Mother Earth smells in the morning)
Then I'd go get french toast for breakfast.
After breakfast I'd go take pictures.
Then I'd come home, eat lunch, and play with my pictures while listening to my favorite music.
Then I'd go for a walk with my dog or a friend or lover or all three.
Then I'd come home and take a long shower.
And then I'd go to bed with my laptop or lover or both :p
Then on the weekends I'd take the train downtown and hang out.


Anyway, listen to Crying by Roy Orbison..

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

I miss Rugrats

Didi: Stu, what are you doing?

Stu: Making chocolate pudding.

Didi: It’s four o’clock in the morning! Why on earth are you making chocolate

Stu: Because I’ve lost control of my life.

It's been a long time.

Ive been doing the school thing. Haha.
Midterms this week :/
I can't wait for my Spring break to begin.
Anyway check out my photography


I'd love to hear some feedback!!! :)

And for the music part..
Ive been listening to a lot of Sparklehorse.
The singer, Mark Linkous, took his own life recently..
so sad so sad.
but i know he will live forever through his beautiful music.

So I leave you with one of my favorite songs by Sparklehorse.